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Trick or Treat Part 2
Trick or treat?
TRICK, for sure.
He said he did not receive my msg. ?!?! Then who was that who replied me? GHOST?!?! I was very SURE that I did not msg the wrong number. Or I should say, I wish I can forget his HP number! But, I know I will not. Haiz….
Anyway, no hope, no disappointment. So I am really in cannot-be-bothered mode.
Once again, treat or trick?
Is god playing a trick on me or fulfilling my birthday wish cos I had been a good gal for the past few months?
I don't know & I wish that I know.
The unexpected SMS came in middle of last night, or should I say, this morning, 12am. A very brief good night SMS & guess I finally braved up my courage to ask him about tonight. Anyway, I already expected the answer to be a NO cos he had to work on Friday. (After all, he, obviously, isn't as good as my buddies – Esther, Linda & Kim). BUT, I did not expect this answer from him too, "Why not Friday? If you are free."
Oh well, once bitten twice shy. My answer was like, "See how. Though I am on leave. We confirm again on Friday."
Obviously, I did not tell him that it's my birthday and I wonder whether he knows?
Anyway, if god is kind enough to me, treat this as my birthday gift.
Password….
To the previous posting.
HIS NAME!
If you know,
you will know.
If you don't, you will never know.
Jay Chou’s On the Run – An Excuse?
Effort + Love = Birthday Gift
Coming to think of it, was it merely an excuse? With today's technology, he can simply download it from the net. Otherwise, I can forward all the 10 songs to him via MSN. Why would he suggest me burning a copy to him when I already told him that I am an IT bimbo?
I even offered to mail the disc to his office as it will reach him much faster. But he suggested to meet up next week since he has a wedding dinner to attend this weekend.
I AGREED.
Currently, I am in a dilemma. Kinda half hearted feeling. Unable to describe the feeling in words though. The feeling is so like "I wanna see him BUT I don't know how it will turn out to be"! Maybe I am just afraid. Afraid of getting hurt again!
Haiz….
Excited?
YES.
Nervous?
YES.
Weird?
YES.
Worried?
YES.
So tell me, was it merely an excuse to meet up? What will the outcome be? Will it be a wonderful catching up date?
Me feel nervous.
Me feel scared.
Me feel worried.
Me feel happy.
My mind is full of thoughts!
My heart is full of different feelings!
GOOD LUCK, WINNIE!
If he never appear, I would have keep the love deep inside my heart.
Whatever it is, my heart tells me that I want to see him badly.
I miss him.
I still like him though after so long.
Ge Qian – Jay Chou
I used to play this song when I was at KTV alone and I ended up crying. All thanks to you!
Once again, replay this song. The feeling is still the same: feel so much like crying. Don't ask why. I don't know either. I thought I should be smiling now & be happy?
To me, you are always my Jay Chou look-a-like.