I decided to change my blog song. It sounds so sad. -_-" I had changed to something more soothing to the ears.

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After so so so long, I finally did a classic manicure & padicure. Guess I was either too lazy or too busy for one. 

  My fake nails after I had stopped for almost a year. Cost of $68 & of cos, does not include the classic manicure.

My $1 nail art for big toe. CHEAP right? & of cos, the art work is fabulous, given that I am such a fussy person. @_@

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I had my fringe cut. Look like a doll now.

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Replenish my lashes. My current favourite, #462. =X

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Currently, suffering from a migraine. I think I need to hit the sack.  

Source: Yahoo.com

The tragic and untimely death of Singaporean hostage Lo Hwei Yen has shocked the country, with locals saying her death will not go unnoticed.

They may be strangers from all walks of life, but the death of the 28—year—old Singaporean lawyer has brought the nation together in a common outpouring of sympathy.

A member of the public said: "It’s very sudden and she didn’t deserve to go like this."

Another said: "It’s quite shocking news, I think every Singaporean feels that."

"They didn’t have a reason to kill her," said the third.

And tragic as the incident may be, Singaporeans say it serves as an important reminder to be always vigilant.

"The world is a very dangerous place right now," said one.

"I’m very afraid one day it might happen here," said another.

Sympathies have been pouring in from Internet users as well.

A memorial group page on social networking site Facebook has seen its number of members swell into the hundreds since it was set up early Saturday morning.

Many blogs and forum entries saw users describing their shock, grief and even anger at the news.

But a common thread throughout the posts is the hope that Ms Lo will rest in peace.

And as one blogger aptly said —— Ms Lo is more than just a number, she is a person whose absence will be felt.

As I said, "God is never fair".

She is such a beautiful & intelligent babe.

What a waste!

Those moronic terrorists are simply KNN! Nothing better to do is it? Why don't go work and make some money for me? Then I may consider not to work so hard. Must be too free and have nothing better to do. Fark la.

I just want to zzzzzzzzzzz can?

KNN la!

I thought I would have a good night sleep last night. Dozed off at 11pm odd, close to 12am. 7 hours of good sleep and I should be refreshed by this morning.

 BUT, GUESS WHAT?

In the middle of the night at around 5am, I was awakened by my irritating panic attack! All thanks to the nightmare! A damn sickening one though. Why the fark did I dream of someone died in a road accident and I was the eye witness to the accident? The feeling is so damn horrible, especially I still remember the bloody body.

SICKENING PANIC ATTACK!

Makes me shiver, sweat like an animal and dizzy – drug addict lookalike. @_@

As at of now, half of a 0.25mg Xanax and it does not seem to subside fully!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KILL ME PLEASE!

W wasn't that sober after all.

W: Errrr… What if I tell you I still like you alot? What will you do?

R: Nothing. Hee… Take care.

KNN. As usual, give me this kind of hanging-me-in-the-air reply. Why can't he just reply me, "Sorry, I think we are better off as friend." Doesn't he make me feel better? 

Well, that's him, Mr R, I guess. Always that cool. Maybe that is why I like him so much. Just like that Friday when I met him, he came over, saw me, gave me a wink which was to ask me to go over. Which fellow is so cool? -_-" 

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I still cannot get over the fact he told me on Saturday. I still cried though I promised myself to stay strong in front of him. 

As at now, there is nothing much I can do for him. I can only offer him his time. Accompany him as much as possible. That is the least I can do for him. 

After all, I just want to let him know, I will love him as a friend and ex-gf. I will leave that particular space in my heart for him for the rest of my life. 

Have a safe trip, my dear. I will see you in 9 days time.

可以让我在你面前做一次的洋葱吗？

让你好好看着我内心深处是有多么地爱你。

让你看看你是我最压抑，最深处的秘密。

让你看到我的全心全意。

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护着你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃着聊着笑着
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看着你
偷偷的隐藏着自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

如果不是那镜子不像你不藏秘密
我还不肯相信没有你我的笑更美丽
那天听你在电话里略带抱歉的的关系
我嘟的一声觉得比你说分手彻底

离开你我才发现自己那爱笑的眼睛

离开你我才找回自己那爱笑的眼睛

是我不小心而已
再见到你我一定让自己
让自己坚定
再见到你我一定让自己
假装很坚定

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起