Archive for July, 2008

RIP…

NOW, I pronounced my washing machine DEAD.

 

RIP!

Now watching: 溏心風暴 (Heart of Greed)

 

Heart of Greed (Chinese: 溏心風暴) is a high-rating and best series award winning, 40-episode drama series which aired from April 9 to June 1, 2007 in Hong Kong by Television Broadcasts Limited. The reception was excellent for the series, and subsequently led it to win many of the TVB Anniversary Awards in 2007, including the 'Best Series' Award. It became 2007 highest rated series when it hit 48 points, within the final minutes of its finale. The series is currently re-running on TVB's Pay Vision Classic Channel, upgrading the series status as a classic. Due to the success of the series, an indirect sequel was produced. While featuring a similar cast, Moonlight Resonance has a different storyline.

Tong Yan Gai owns a sea-products store. He has 4 children; On, Yat, Foon and Yun. Together, the Tong family run a happy family, full of laughter. He is married Hau and has a second wife called Kam. Hau had cancer and didn't expect to survive and wanted Tong Yan Gai to be happy with another woman and wanted Kam take care of him after she dies, but she recovered. Kam thinks that she has no power in the family because she has no true status and becomes a woman stirring a range of petty acts that tend to haunt her in full circle. She seeks the family fortune and in order to do that she causes trouble in the family. Hau, a wise lady pulled the family back together and turned their frowns into smiles. Unfortunately, Hau's cancer comes back and she dies leaving her struggling family behind.

It seems like a peaceful family, but Kam starts planning evil ideas with Sum's brother Sheung Joi Duk and together they cause a lot of trouble in the family. They plotted for years to find a means to take the family fortune and even created public false accusations about her own family in the media. Kam formed her own support group from the worst family members and in-laws to help plot against the Tong household to gain their family fortune. After much careful planning and even going as far as contaminating public opinion about the Tong family, she drove Tong Yan Gai into severe illness and eventually death from stroke. It's there they began a long war against the Tong family in an attempt to invalidate the family will to take the family fortune for their own as a way to punish the Tong family's "mistreatment" towards her. The family is in mayhem for once and they have only one person who can help them, Sheung Joi Sum. So begins the court case for the Tong family's assets with Sheung Joi Sum representing the Tong family and Ching Leing's lawyer rival, Dai Gerk Bat respresenting Kam.

Tong Family
  • Tong Yan-Gai (Ha Yu) – Gai is a 58 year old man who is in charge of the Tong family. He is a bubbly, fun and witty man who tries to run his family with laughs and joy. He is a self-proclaimed happy man of two wives, Ling Hau and Wong Sau Kam, four children, On, Yat, Foon, Yan and a seafood store, Tong Gei. He has a wealthy heritage and enjoys spending and giving the most of his time to his family. However, if things ever go wrong, he is known to chicken out and have no bravery whatsoever, giving him the name of Tong Yan Gwai (turtle). He is extremely protective of his children and would do whatever it takes to keep them safe and happy. Throughout the series, his character matures for the better, leading him to erase his Tong Yan Gwai nickname. Despite declining health due to stroke, he remember's Hau's words of wisdom in keeping his family together and he becomes a brave, generous and smart man, and he uses his new found confidence to confront Wong Sau Kam in his final moments in life.
  • Ling Hau (Lee Sze Kei, Louise) – Hau is a 57 year old woman and she is the leading lady of the Tong family. Although she is a loving woman, she is extremely smart and honest and can tell who is a good person and who is a bad person. She is powerful and strong in her ways and would do anything to keep the Tong family running smoothly with smiles on their faces. She foresees Kam's plotting antics and thus she kicks her out. During her declining health and final days of life, she spent them with her family in a happy manner. Even on her death bed, she was very-straight-forward in her act of not letting Kam back into her family.
  • Wong Sau-Kam (Susanna Kwan) – Kam is a 52 year old woman who is second in charge of the Tong family and is a mistress of Tong Yan Gai. Kam was supposed to be the spouse of Tong Yan Gai, but because HK law made it illegal to have more than one wife, she was forced to be an unofficial second wife to Gai. Kam is an ungrateful and sinister figure and she strives to her best to retrieve the six hundred million dollar fortune of the Tong family. Kam is an highly petty, arrogant, and ungrateful figure and she strives to her best to retrieve the six hundred million dollar fortune of the Tong family. She's a constant schemer when it comes to making plans to make the Tong family unhappy. She easily likes people that side with her and often surround herself with unsavory characters that appeases her ego and helps her scheme ways to get what she believes the Tong family has long over due owed her. She is a smart thinker when it comes to making plans to make the Tong family unhappy. She is an unhappy woman after thinking that she would have her rightful position of the leading lady in Tong family; instead she is neglected by Hau in her cheeky ways. At the end, she realises that she had been tricked by Duk and turns for the better, regretting her mistakes and becoming family again with the family.
  • Tong Chi-On (Moses Chan) – On is a 30 year old man who strives to do his best for the Tong family. He has a helpful attitude toward his friends and family and keeps the smiles on everybody’s faces. Although his manner is regarded as loving and caring, he is gullible in his relationships and trusts in people too easily often leading to disastrous results. His greatest desire is to find his real family as he is an adopted son of the Tong family and not of true blood, it turns out he is really Gai's son with a third woman. His love interest is Sheung Joi Sum and although she doesn't love him, he still cares for her. He is a comic character in the beginning but by the end he matures greatly. He stands in the place of Hau after her death and is also straight-forward in his acts, rejecting Kam's return to the family (much to the dismay of his father).
  • Tong Chi-Yat, Tong Chi Foon, Tong Chi Yan (Bosco Wong, Chris Lai, Fala Chen) – The remaining of Gai’s children are 26, 21, and 17 years old respectively. Yat is an ambitious figure who strives to run a happy family with his controversial chain-smoking model wife, Cheuk Man-Lai (Tavia Yeung). Although Yat is ambitious, he listens to his mother and similar to her in the way he is also straight-forward. He is a figure that forgives and forgets. Foon is Kam’s only son and he is a growing filmmaker who has just graduated. Foon is an innocent figure who suffers greatly from Kam’s sudden outbursts which lead to her getting into trouble with family. He is character trying to find his place in a family without his mother. Yan is a youthful and playful figure who is always a pleasure to be around. She is a flirty figure at the beginning but slowly matures during the series. She loves her family members but can be very moody when she discovers that some of them are traitors.
  • Ling Lei (Michelle Yim) – Lei is a 45 year old woman. She is the sister of Hau and is extremely biased and moody, especially against Kam. She wants the best for the Tong family and is the main reason for the Tong family’s wealth. She, like her sister is straight-forward and willing to forgive and forget. She stands in place of Hau and Gai after their deaths. She is loving of her family but strict in many ways.
  • Ling Bo (Louis Yuen) – Bo is the 37 year-old greedy brother of Hau and Lei. He was a loving uncle when Hau was around, but became greedy after being bribed with cheques by Kam to side with her. He was invited join Kam's side for a stake in the family assets, and created uproars in the Tong family after gambling away large sums of money from his family’s bank account.
  • Cheuk Man Lai (Tavia Yeung) and her family (Various) – Lai is a 26 year old woman. She started off as a controversial chain-smoking model, with a violent husband who she had no more feelings with. However, she continued to respect her husband's father and tried to conceal the details about her affair with Yat. After her divorce with her husband, she entered the Tong family, but very few people accepted her, including Hau. After the realisation of her mistakes, Hau accepts her. After she is accepted into the family and through thorough teachings from Hau, she matures to become a woman who loves the Tong family greatly and to be thankful all that she has in life. Lai's family, in return, is a complete contrast to her. As extremely greedy people, they use the Tong family as a bank, and took $5,000,000 HKD in one visit to fund the restaurant that Hau offered them as a gift for Yat and Lai's marriage. Lai's family ultimately combine with Kam and Duk's plot to obtain a share of the Tong assets. They are hated by the Tong's including Lai herself. They never regret their mistakes, even by the end.
Others
  • Sheung Joi Sum (Linda Chung) – Sum is a peaceful 25 year old girl and is a friend of Yan and On. She starts off the series as a poor, unconfident and struggling young woman trying to look after her father who suffers from Alzheimer's disease. On who had feelings for her was rejected by her because she loved another man, Ching Leung. It so happens that she manages to end up working with him in a lawyer firm. They would eventually develop a relationship, but because of their misunderstandings they would often argue and break up various times. Their final break up would be after Leung begins a third-party relationship with her best friend, Ha. Later on in the series she matures into a blooming young lady and becomes a confident emerging lawyer. On finally has a chance to confront her with a proposal after Leung's death.
  • Ching Leung (Raymond Lam) – Leung is a 27 year old renowned lawyer. He is Sum’s boyfriend towards the middle of the series. He is a moody but vigilant and caring figure who forever strives to do his best. Although he is a kind person, he has an inability to stay faithful and succumbs. At one point he had an affair with Sheung Joi Sum's best friend Shui Mak Mak, but he kept it quiet and reconciled with Sheung Joi Sum without admitting anything about the matter. Eventually information would slip and Sheung Joi Sum actively demands to know who was the other woman, but Ching felt exposing this matter would ruin everything and insists for her to drop the matter since he admitted his mistakes and assures Sheung Joi Sum it would never happen again. Sheung Joi Sum wasn't satisfied with such an answer and whenever he tries to comfort her, Tong Chi On would be around and he becomes jealous. After the big secret was exposed, everyone parted ways for some time and Leung would try to patch things between him and Sheung Joi Sum. He would eventually die from a car crash nearer the end of the series right before Sum forgives him.
  • Shui Ming-Ha/Shui Mak Mak (Yoyo Mung) – Ha is Sum’s best friend. She is a self-centered and power-hungry young woman who has experienced many relationships, often with them ending with disastrous results. During the series, she develops romantic feelings for Leung and she eventually helps Leung cheat on Sum by being Leung's girlfriend, leaving Sum hurt when she finds out. Ha went away and said that she married but it wasn't true – she just wanted Sum to be happy. She returns one last time during Alfred's funeral, regretting and appologising to Sum for forgiveness.
  • Sheung Joi Duk (Lei Seng Cheung) – Duk He is Sum’s older brother and is the main antagonist in the series. He manages to turn Kam against the Tong family whilst she was living by herself when being kicked out of the family mansion by Hau. He is a greedy, smart but forlorn character who comes up with plans of taking the Tong family to court being hungry for the six hundred million dollars and he suffers from hair loss. In spite of On's constant generous aid to him, he schemes to get a piece of the Tong's family fortune while having multiple affairs with several women in mainland China. It's he that gave the worst malicious plans for Kam to use against the Tong family after all On had done for him. After an unsuccessful court case for the Tong assets (It was Sum's heartfelt speech in court that convinced Kam to give up the case), Duk tried get a reason and convince her to fight for the Tong fortune again, Kam, angry at him for his lies, attempts to run him over. He freaks and is never seen again.
  • Lai Cheuk Lan/Cho Bang (Carrie Lam) – Cho Bang is Sum, Ha, and Yan's good friend. She appears mostly in the beginning of the series, and less more into the middle and end. She is a very cheerful and caring friend to Yan, Sum and Ha.

The Dark Knight (2008)

With the help of Lieutenant Jim Gordon and District Attorney Harvey Dent, Batman sets out to destroy organized crime in Gotham for good. The triumvirate proves to be effective, but they soon find themselves prey to a rising criminal mastermind known as the Joker, who thrusts Gotham into anarchy and forces the Dark Knight ever closer to crossing the fine line between hero and vigilante. 

STARRING

Christian Bale, Heath Ledger, Aaron Eckhart, Maggie Gyllenhaal, Michael Caine, Gary Oldman, Morgan Freeman

 

Recommendation: 4.5/5

First & foremost, I need to clarify that I am not a comics person. To me, since young, Batman, Superman, Spiderman, are heros from comics. Till to date, this belief never changes except for some other new heros appearing in the comics now, whom I do not think I know any. & obviously, I know Joker is the bad guy. But now, I do have a question, “Is Joker insane or he is just that bad?” Any answers? But still, the Joker is simply just too fabulous in The Dark Knight. He simply just outcast our hero, Mr Batman.

Oh well, back to the movie. 1 word to describe “GREAT”! NO SPOILERS. Though I did not watch Batman Begins but I was told it was an excellent interpretation of Batman. It was dark, with Batman being the only glimmer of hope in a desolate world. So far, it was Christopher Nolan's finest moment, in his young but illustrious career. He has outdone himself with The Dark Knight. This movie was much darker psychologically. With a murderous psychopath emerging, a failed relationship continuing, and a sinister tale of revenge budding, this movie is very dark, darker, I would have said. In order to do this movie justice, I must go into each aspect available to me.

The story was awesome. The emergence of Batman into Gotham has forced all of Gotham's scum to meet during the day and stay off the streets at night so as to not fall victim to Batman's scourge of the city's evil. This has led to the emergence of a new villain to take the streets: one who calls himself the Joker. The Joker tries to strike a deal with the mafia; saying that the only way the mafia can have their former power is Batman's death. He makes a bold promise that he can kill Batman. Batman has never had to deal with anything like this villain before, but he does have help in the form of the new DA of Gotham, Harvey Dent, who has an extreme commitment to solving the crime problem in Gotham. While that is the basic plot line (I don't want to give anything away), the movie takes you on many twists and turns that definitely gave me a wild ride. It instills a sense of terror in you when the Joker is on the screen later in the movie. It wows you with some of the moves that Batman pulls. The story was just so flawlessly crafted that I didn't notice how long the movie was. I was enthralled the whole time with the twists and turns that you are put on.

The acting is a huge highlight of this movie. Everyone knows all the speculation about Heath Ledger's death after playing the Joker, and even the speculation of him being chosen in the first place, but there's one thing that there should be no speculation about: his performance. He puts on the best acting performance I've seen in years. To realize that this is the same man from A Knight's Tale puts the greatness of his performance into perspective. The Joker is an absolute psychopath. He has no inhibitions. He describes himself perfectly as "a dog chasing a car. He wouldn't know what to do when he caught it." He just chases the car. That's the Joker in a nutshell. He has no plan in mind; he just does things. He looks disturbing, and he laughs when he feels pain. He is a very frightening villain who has no problem at all killing any random person, and who has no weakness. Life is one big joke to him – a joke where fear and chaos are the natural punch line. He makes things into little games that involve people's survival, that are put together with lies. He has no problem seeing human suffering. This is the deepest I have seen anyone venture into the heart of pure insanity. It is frightening to see. Heath Ledger does an unbelievable job playing this character. He makes you laugh, but then turns around and does something extremely sinister, which just leaves you in shock that a human being could do that. After seeing it, there is nobody who could've played this role better.

Christian Bale, of course does a great job playing Batman and Michael Caine does his usual great performance in the form of Alfred. Morgan Freeman does not see too much screen time, but when he is in it, he is great as always. Maggie Gyllenhaal is also very good as Rachel, but Aaron Eckhart, who plays Harvey Dent, gave the real unsung performance. The "White Knight" of Gotham is the new District Attorney who is extremely committed to wiping out the crime in Gotham. The people love him, and he is seen as the hope and future of Gotham. He is the tragic character in the movie, and he plays his role flawlessly. I will not give anything away. I will merely say that he gives an amazing performance that is overlooked by many people.

The direction is fabulous. Nolan has given his finest performance ever. He pulled out all the stops and dove right into the heart of insanity. He also dives right into the source of revenge. His manifestations of the villains in this movie are excellent. He is a real master, and this is his masterpiece. It makes me excited about what this man could do for movies, but at the same time, I wonder how he will ever outdo this performance. The movie is pretty much flawless, and it is a fitting memorial to the two people involved that lost their life during or shortly after the movie was in production.

The visuals were good. They really added to the dark aura of the movie. There's not much I can say about them. When I say visuals, I mean how it was filmed. They have hardcore emotions swirling around throughout the whole movie. They don't need anything else added.

Overall, this movie is breathtaking, and it is the best movie of the year. It was everything that I wanted and more. I highly recommend it but do not go see it expecting a lighthearted movie. As my friend said, "When the Joker appears on screen, you just feel about 50 pounds of weight thrown on top of you." It is an intense movie. The acting is done so well that you feel all sorts of emotion: anger, sadness, fear, and even a certain sense of camaraderie with Batman. There are images and thoughts in this movie that will not settle well with little kids. Towards the end, things unravel extremely quickly.

Conclusion: Dark, complex and unforgettable, The Dark Knight succeeds not just as an entertaining comic book film, but as a richly thrilling crime saga.

Last but not least, don’t forget about Christian Bale. He is such as dude, as Bruce Wayne. 0_o

Advertorial – Lioele

Ever wonder why female Korean celebrities have prefect skin?

Your answer may lies with Lioele, the hottest cosmetic and skincare brand in Korea. Lioele, which means "Life of Elegant Ease" or "Princess of Life" has their products packed in pretty, princess packaging. The packaging are so appealing that I fell in love with them immediately. They simply make me feel so "Princess".

Not only that, Lioele products are even featured in SBS Korea TV serial "On Air".

 Aren't they just so pretty? So "pinkily princess"?

 

 

I tried various of Lioele products, ranging from sunscreen to lipgloss and I had found them very good.

 

 

 I love the BB cream, which seriously control my T-zone very well.

Not only that I love the SMOOTH foundation which acts as almost everything-you-can-think-of.

And that is also the reason why BB is creating a craze in Asia!

 

 

 

 

 

 The wonderful lipgloss.

 

 

 

 

Just one application and you will see beautiful lip. Just like mine.

 

 

 

Lioele will be launched exclusively in John Little (Jurong Point, Marina Square & Orchard) in end July or early August.

 

 

In the meantime, you can actually get them online from Lush Group.

 

 

So what are you waiting for? Grab the products online now & you will feel as "princess" as I do!

 

I just want……………..

To buy that figurine!
 
Hmmmm….
 
Still thinking HARD!
 
*sigh*

Xyzal

ITCHY ITCHY!!!
 
*ARGH*
 
 
How does it work?

Xyzal tablets and solution both contain the active ingredient levocetirizine dihydrochloride, which is a type of medicine called a non-sedating antihistamine. It works by preventing the actions of histamine.

Histamine is a substance produced by the body as part of its defence mechanisms. It is stored in cells called mast cells, in almost all tissues of the body. When the body reacts to a foreign substance (known as an allergen, eg flower pollen), the mast cells stimulated by the allergen release their stores of histamine.

The released histamine then binds to its receptors (H-1 receptors), causing a chain reaction that results in allergic symptoms. It causes an increase in blood flow to the area of the allergy, and the release of other chemicals that add to the allergic response.

All this results in the symptoms of an allergic reaction. In hayfever, histamine causes inflammation of the nose, eyes, skin or airways and results in itchy watery eyes, a runny nose, sneezing and nasal congestion.

Levocetirizine works by blocking histamine receptors. It does not prevent the actual release of histamine from mast cells, but prevents it binding to its receptors. This in turn prevents the release of other allergy chemicals and increased blood supply to the area, and provides relief from the typical symptoms of hayfever.

Levocetirizine can also be used to relieve the symptoms of a condition called chronic idiopathic urticaria. This is a chronic itchy rash, similar to nettle rash, but with no apparant cause. Blocking the actions of histamine relieves the itching and reduces the rash associated with this condition.

Levocetirizine is called a non-sedating antihistamine as it does not enter the brain in significant amounts, and is therefore unlikely to cause drowsiness. However, some people may experience some slight sleepiness or fatigue.

What is it used for?

  • Hayfever (seasonal allergic rhinitis).

  • Hayfever that occurs throughout the year due to allergies, eg pets, dust mites (perennial allergic rhinitis).

  • Ongoing itchy rash with no known cause (chronic idiopathic urticaria).

周杰伦公仔

I so wanna buy.

Should I buy?

It's at SGD$180.

 

 

My healthy lunch tomorrow…

Cucumber

Tomato/ Cherry Tomato

Grounded Black Pepper

Pork Chipolata (Boiled)

 

That is my lunch!

 

*Yum yum*

 

All thanks to cousin, Ailing. 

She took the effort to go library to source for recipes.

I HATE anxiety attacks!

My heart has been pounding as though I am on the track mill running at fast speed.
I was so desperate for Xanax since morning.
I thought I can control and it will go away.
FINALLY, at 7.30pm, I gave in.
Popped a 1mg Xanax
& for now,
I feel much more at ease.
 
The heart, still pounding but it has slowed down. 
 
Thank god!
 

Do you have an anxiety disorder?

If you answer “yes” to any of the following questions, you may have an anxiety disorder.

  • Are you constantly tense, worried, or on edge?
  • Does your anxiety interfere with your work, school, or family responsibilities?
  • Are you plagued by fears that you know are irrational, but can’t shake?
  • Do you believe that something bad will happen if certain things aren’t done a certain way?
  • Do you avoid everyday situations or activities because they make you anxious?
  • Do you experience sudden, unexpected attacks of heart-pounding panic?
  • Do you feel like danger and catastrophe are around every corner?



Signs and symptoms of anxiety disorders

Because the anxiety disorders are a group of related conditions rather than a single disorder, they can look very different from person to person. One individual may suffer from intense anxiety attacks that strike without warning, while another gets panicky at the thought of mingling at a party. Someone else may struggle with a disabling fear of driving or uncontrollable, intrusive thoughts. Still another may live in a constant state of tension, worrying about anything and everything.

But despite their different forms, all anxiety disorders share one major symptom: persistent or severe fear or worry in situations where most people wouldn’t feel threatened.

Emotional symptoms of anxiety

In addition to the primary symptoms of irrational and excessive fear and worry, other common emotional symptoms of anxiety include:

  • Feelings of apprehension or dread
  • Trouble concentrating
  • Feeling tense and jumpy
  • Anticipating the worst
  • Irritability
  • Restlessness
  • Watching for signs of danger
  • Feeling like your mind’s gone blank

Physical symptoms of anxiety

Anxiety is more than just a feeling. As a product of the body’s fight-or-flight response, anxiety involves a wide range of physical symptoms. Because of the numerous physical symptoms, anxiety sufferers often mistake their disorder for a medical illness. They may visit many doctors and make numerous trips to the hospital before their anxiety disorder is discovered.

Common physical symptoms of anxiety include:

  • Pounding heart
  • Sweating
  • Stomach upset or dizziness
  • Frequent urination or diarrhea
  • Shortness of breath
  • Tremors and twitches
  • Muscle tension
  • Headaches
  • Fatigue
  • Insomnia


The link between anxiety and depression

Many people with anxiety disorders also suffer from depression at some point. Anxiety and depression are believed to stem from the same biological vulnerability, which may explain why they so often go hand in hand. Since depression makes anxiety worse (and vice versa), it’s important to seek treatment for both conditions.

Anxiety attacks and their symptoms

Anxiety attacks, known as panic attacks in mental health circles, ­are episodes of intense panic or fear. Anxiety attacks usually occur suddenly and without warning. Sometimes there’s an obvious trigger— getting stuck in an elevator, for example, or thinking about the big speech you’re giving in a few hours—but in other cases, the attacks come out of the blue.

Anxiety attacks usually peak within ten minutes, and they rarely last more than a half hour. But during that short time, the terror can be so severe that you feel as if you’re about to die or totally lose control. The physical symptoms are themselves so frightening that many people believe they’re having a heart attack. After an anxiety attack is over, you may be worried about having another one, particularly in a public place where help isn’t available or you can’t easily escape.

Symptoms of an anxiety attack include:

  • Surge of overwhelming panic
  • Feeling of losing control or going crazy
  • Heart palpitations or chest pain
  • Feeling like you’re going to pass out
  • Trouble breathing or choking sensation
  • Hyperventilation
  • Hot flashes or chills
  • Trembling or shaking
  • Nausea or stomach cramps
  • Feeling detached or unreal

Types of anxiety disorders

There are six major types of anxiety disorders, each with their own distinct symptom profile: generalized anxiety disorder, obsessive-compulsive disorder, panic disorder, phobia, post-traumatic stress disorder, and social anxiety disorder.

Generalized anxiety disorder

If constant worries and fears distract you from your day-to-day activities or you’re troubled by a persistent feeling that something bad is going to happen, you may be suffering from generalized anxiety disorder (GAD). People with GAD are chronic worrywarts who feel anxious nearly all of the time, though they may not even know why. Anxiety related to GAD often shows up as physical symptoms like insomnia, stomach upset, restlessness, and fatigue.

Obsessive-compulsive disorder

Obsessive-compulsive disorderObsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is characterized by unwanted thoughts or behaviors that seem impossible to stop or control. If you have OCD, you may be troubled by obsessions, such as a recurring worry that you forgot to turn off the oven or that you might hurt someone. You may also suffer from uncontrollable compulsions, such as washing your hands over and over.
 
 

Panic disorder

Panic disorder is characterized by repeated, unexpected panic attacks, as well as fear of experiencing another episode. Panic disorder may also be accompanied by agoraphobia, which is a fear of being in places where escape or help would be difficult in the event of a panic attack. If you have agoraphobia, you are likely to avoid public places such as shopping malls or confined spaces such as an airplane
 

Post-traumatic stress disorder

Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is an anxiety disorder that can occur in the aftermath of a traumatic or life-threatening event. Symptoms of PTSD include flashbacks or nightmares about what happened, hypervigilance, startling easily, withdrawing from others, and avoiding situations that remind you of the event.
 

Social anxiety disorder

Social anxiety disorderIf you have a debilitating fear of being seen negatively by others and humiliated in public, you may have social anxiety disorder, also known as social phobia. Social anxiety disorder can be thought of as extreme shyness. In severe cases, social situations are avoided altogether. Performance anxiety (better known as stage fright) is the most common type of social phobia
 
 
 
Now, I am popping another Xanax & off to bed, I go.

Gastritics SUCKS!

I wanna VOMIT!

I wanna FAINT – feeling so dizzy!

I am feeling bloated! 

Of cos, I feel the pain in my stomach.

CAN ALL OF "YOU" STOP IT????

 

Metoclopramide

Metoclopramide is a potent dopamine receptor antagonist used for its antiemetic and prokinetic properties. Thus it is primarily used to treat nausea and vomiting, and to facilitate gastric emptying in patients with gastroparesis.

Metoclopramide is commonly used to treat nausea and vomiting associated with conditions including: emetogenic drugs, uraemia, radiation sickness, malignancy, labor, and infection. It is also used by itself or in combination with paracetamol or aspirin for the relief of migraine.

It is considered ineffective in postoperative nausea and vomiting at standard doses, and ineffective for motion sickness.pyloric sphincter and duodenal bulb. These prokinetic effects make metoclopramide useful in the treatment of gastric stasis (e.g. after gastric surgery or diabetic gastroparesis), as an aid in gastrointestinal radiology by increasing transit in barium studies, and as an aid in difficult small intestinal intubation. It is also used in gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD/GORD). 

 

Meclosil

According to doctor, it is for the pain. 

 

I had taken my medicine. Hope it subsides soon and I can have a good rest tonight!