Archive for July, 2007

200 pounds beauty stirs up my feelings….

I just finished watching 200 pounds beauty online & me, being the stupid dumb a$$, cried like mad towards the end. Wasted a couple of tissues. Duhz……

My 2 cents worth of comment (I may be wrong), beauty = bimbo? What matters more is the inner beauty.

Haiz…..

After this show, I reflected on myself, I just want to be myself; I just want to be happy. Maybe I really have to dump those unwanted memories behind me & move on. It hurts badly. It really hurts. Be it a relationship or a friendship. Guess I always trust the wrong person. Be it to be Kins or Nxx. I am tired, tired of being strong. I still prefer the SIMPLE me.

Plot:

Kang Han-na (Kim Ah-jung) is an overweight phone sex employee and a secret vocalist for Ammy, a famous Korean pop singer who actually lip syncs as she cannot sing. Instead of being famous for her own amazing vocal talent, Han-na hides behind Ammy's performance stage and sings during Ammy's concerts, and records all of Ammy's songs. One day, Ammy ungratefully humiliates her in front of the music company's director Sang-jun (Ju Jin-mo) during his birthday party, knowing full well that Han-na has a crush on him. While crying in the bathroom, Han-na overhears Sang-jun telling Ammy that even though they are just using Han-na for her voice, they must be kind to her so she will not walk out on them. Heartbroken, Han-na contemplates suicide but is interrupted by a phone call from one of her phone sex regulars who happens to be a top cosmetic surgeon. She decides to get a head-to-toe makeover instead. The surgeon at first refuses to operate on Han-na, but Han-na blackmails that she will tell the surgeon's wife about his calls. Then, Han-na makes a moving speech that she does not want to undergo surgery merely to be beautiful, but for the sake of love and as a boost in confidence, and the surgeon is deeply moved. Han-na puts herself in seclusion for a year as she recovers from the changes.

When she comes back from the hospital, Han-na is incredibly beautiful and slender. No one, not even her best friend, recognizes her. With the help of her best friend, she creates a new identity for herself; she is now Korean-American from California named Jenny. After auditioning to be Ammy's secret vocalist again, she earns her own recording contract instead from Sang-jun, claiming that she is "all-natural". In the meantime, Ammy, oblivious just like everyone else of Han-na's new identity, desperately tries to find Han-na so that she can record her own postponed album (since she cannot sing the songs herself) by spending time with Hanna's father who is in a hospital with some mental problems, possibly Alzheimer's. Through spending time with Han-na's father, she eventually realizes that this new Jenny is actually Han-na in disguise. So on the day of a party, Ammy brings "Jenny's" father, who tries to return Han-na's Barbie doll to her, which has always been Han-na's favourite childhood gift from him. Startled by the sudden appearance of her father, Hanna knocks him down, and Hanna's friend helps him back up.

Romance then begins to blossom between "Jenny" and Sang-Jun. However, after a date one night, when Han-na is asleep, Sang-jun wakes up and happens to look at a glass panel on which Han-na has drawn a Hakuna Matata sign. He remembers that when Han-na still existed and he had not met "Jenny" yet, Han-na had drawn the exact same signs on a sheet of music. Then he adds all of the signs up and realizes as well that Han-na is actually Jenny, and he seems to be unable to forgive her for lying to him, though Han-na still tells him that she will continue working and will succeed as an artist.

The day of "Jenny's" first concert, Ammy reveals to the public that Jenny is a "fake," and that she is not "all-natural", as she had claimed, but is "plastic". However, nobody seems to believe her. During the concert, Han-na breaks down and tells the large crowd her story: that she has abandoned everything and her best friend and father to get to where she is, and that she is not naturally beautiful. The screens behind her on stage then show a clip of the old, obese Han-na, singing angelically. The crowd responds by chanting "It's all right," and Han-na rekindles her relationships with her father and best friend. She drops the stage name "Jenny" and re-releases a CD with her own name, Hanna, and becomes a highly successful music artist, gaining many anti-fans as well as loyal fans along the way. Sang-jun realizes the very thing about Han-na that had always drawn her to him – Han-na's innocence. 

Personality Disorder Test

I have taken mine. What is yours?

Linda - specially for you. LOLx….

Princessa – Yes, I am paranoid. Haha… Your monkey said that before right?  

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

Personality Disorder Test
Personality Disorder Information

OOPS…. I am threatened again!

Hey, can you please keep yourself updated with my blog?

That particular posting of mine is so old news. Nobody likes to read old postings especially bloggers. Oops.. I forgot that you don't have time to read blogs. Moreover, Hotel 81 doesn't provide PC or lappies. I will suggest that to the bosses of Hotel 81. 

Nevertheless, I had locked up that posting cos all had read. In additional, I am just protecting my own safety. Who knows when u will come bugging at me again outside my house. 

Oh yes, you are also very funny leh.. I never mentioned that it was you and you admitted yourself. Duhz… & best, started to accuse me. 

Let me recite again… The pictures were photoshop-ED. I don't even know who is that person and you think it was you. So be it.  Hmmmm… To be frank, the more I looked at it, the more it looks like you wor… Guess I am too imaginative or should I say, you are too imaginative. 

Enough said. The news are so old school. Nobody is interested again.

Anyway I have came up with a better topic. Do check out my blog again. I need to gain more readership. Help me spread the words around.

LOVE you as a foe. Kiss LOLx….

I need to get married….. Any takers?

WTF!

Is there such law in Singapore saying that by 30, you have to get married? Otherwise it is a crime? 

FARK! This was the commotion just now in my bloodly house!

My mum overheard my conversation on the phone and she came up with this crappy crap,

"Oh, she (as in the bride) is your age right? Should get married already. Coming to 30. Old liao. If fortunate enough, at your age, don't know how many kids already?"

Duhz….. Not again?!?! The above applies to her generation and not mine! OMG! 

What is wrong for not getting married at the age of 30? What is wrong when I have yet found the Prince Charming? What is wrong of not giving birth at the age of 27?

Is she implying that I should be married by now? Obviously YES (I am using my butt to think now.)

FINE…. Maybe I should just grab a man, get married, give birth and divorce. That was my reply to her in Mandarin. This is the end result of getting married for the sake of getting married. Is she suggesting this to me? Hmmmm… In that case, she will have to find me a rich man. If not, send me to the so-called match making company. 

Yeah, married early and have kids. Like lotsa friends of mine lor. With kid ages from 5 to 10. What happened to the marriage? Either broken, if not, each leads their own lives. Is my mummy asking me to join their "club"? Kinda easy. Just grab a man and spend the night with him, claiming that I am a virgin. Cry and sob tomorrow morning, saying that he has taken my virginity. Duhz…..

Now that my mum is in such a hurry to marry me off, I need to post an ad like Steven Lim.

I NEED TO GET MARRIED. ANYONE WANNA MARRY ME? PLEASE LET YOUR CONTACT NUMBERS AND EMAIL AS COMMENTS. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

ENOUGH!

Life SUCKS!

Being a human being SUCKS!

Seriously SUCKS! Big time….

……………………………

*speechless*

All I know that I am not as ruthless as before.  Sad to say, to survive in this world, I need to be ruthless. There is no such thing as simple contented life. So, Princess Winnilicious has to stop being naive.

Guess it is time for me to find back the myself 3 years back…. What so great about changing for the better? You will end up in the losing end… Never ever will you make it big.

The battle begins…  You know who you are………. 

“Great” MV

I hereby present a "fabulous" MV  directed and acted by our very own home-grown Mr Steven Lim

This little message is from me to Mr Steven Lim, my ex school mate. 

"Don't cry. *roll eyes* I am so sorry to laugh at you when you are crying. Oops….." 

Definition of RUDE…

Quoted from a known source AGAIN but in summary now in case someone says that I "copyrighted" again,

"This particular person got upset by my stupid reaction. But the loved one of that particular person told him/ her that life still has to go on even if he/ she is angry or happy. Oh well, he/ she finally realised that it is so damn true. He/ she had also mentioned that it is fine with him/her if I do not want to delete that particular posting cos it is none of his/ her business anyway so as long as the "brother" aka my ex bf understand will do. In additional, it is not a matter of copyright. But he/ she feels that I am RUDE. But still, it is none of his/ her business. & obviously, he/ she welcome me to "follow up" with his/ her future blog entries and he/ she will post more pictures of the dar dar, he/she, my ex bf & FY. & I was also reassured that he/ she will not change to a new blog address as it is kinda tiring to set up a new blog." 

First of all, let us find out what is the definition of rude.  Quoted from www.dictionary.com,

1. discourteous or impolite, esp. in a deliberate way: a rude reply.
2. without culture, learning, or refinement: rude, illiterate peasants.
3. rough in manners or behavior; unmannerly; uncouth.
4. rough, harsh, or ungentle: rude hands.
5. roughly wrought, built, or formed; of a crude construction or kind: a rude cottage.
6. not properly or fully developed; raw; unevolved: a rude first stage of development.
7. harsh to the ear: rude sounds.
8. without artistic elegance; of a primitive simplicity: a rude design.
9. violent or tempestuous, as the waves.
10. robust, sturdy, or vigorous: rude strength.
11. approximate or tentative: a rude first calculation of costs.

May I post this question to this known source, from number 1 to 11, which definition of rude you had defined me in? Kindly advise as I would very much like to know. After all, curiosity kills the cat. I am just a plain curious BITCH, if you wish to call me that. LOLx……………..

In additional, I did not know that my actions have made you upset. My apologies, though it is kinda not very sincere. But I seriously do not see a reason of removing that blog posting cos I did not defame anyone. Whatever I had said were nothing but the truth. Moreover, I think I never ever scold the dar dar at all. I have nothing against the dar dar though my feelings for the couple were very neutral from the very 1st day I met them.

Oh yes, the copyright issue and changing to a new blog address were meant to be a "joke". I did not know that he/ she took my words so seriously. But again, if he/ she does not like people to re-blog his/ her posting, isn't using the old school diary a better choice? Get a diary with lock and keys & nobody can read.

Well, my purpose is attained. No more fun. Looks like I have to search for new source of entertainment again.0_o

Feel free to curse me inside your heart, cos I seriously do not give a damn. After all, I am a weird social butterfly with weird Princess' attitude. What thrills, kills. Sad to say, I enjoy thrills. Wink

Enough said. I better stop before he/ she cries and starts to accuse me for being a bully. LOLx….  

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By looking at the title, I bet everyone knows how am I feeling now! 

Okay, it started off with a SMS.

Come on la… In that particular blog, I never ever mention the person's name. The pictures are blurred. If you guys think you all know who is the person, so be it. I never ever admit what the fark he/ she is.

& for god sake, why must I be the one who let go and move on? Who is barking who 1st? Who is the 1st who is out to play prank with me 1st? I am not going to be gracious this time round. WHY? Ask that particular farker what he had done.

PLEASE, this is my blog. It is a platform for me to whine and bitch.

If you guys seriously think that you are not comfortable reading my blog, then don't bother to ever come in & read cos I do not like people coming in read my blog and start to lecture me.  

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!  

别怪她 – 吴卓羲

不相信爱我能永久
只想到我也曾弃旧
曾经就算痛苦仍捉紧你手
怎相信最后你竟随他愉快远走
如放任仍放任我也知丑
别怪她别怪她别再伤心对吧
从遇见的一刹是捉紧了吗
别怪她别怪她别再敷衍对话
疲累了让我休假
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他怎计算也无对手
毕竟你我确曾邂逅
如果没有记忆也不必颤抖
怎相信最后你竟随他愉快远走
如放任仍放任难过更伤透

如学会别再想她
白:原谅我负了代价

Hmmm.. wonder who will sing this song for me?

*falling in love*

With Ron Ng obviously.  So Handsome!

 

Are You a Daring Woman?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren’t afraid to bring it out when the time is right.
But you also know when to hang back and keep your “crazy chick” persona in check.
In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it…
You may look mild mannered, but it’s all an act!