My deepest thought….
I was asked to call you but I simply cannot being myself to do so. All thanks to my stubbornness…
I am unable to bring myself to see you again. Don't ask why. I don't know either. Guess you have hurt me pretty much! Being with you, I am always in deep SHIT! People made us of me as scape goat to go against you. I am always sacrificed.
This time, I think I had made up my mind. Let bygone be bygone. You mind your own business, I mind mine. Maybe I need no friend like you. Maybe I should have called it quit back in 2005. Maybe I am too disappointed with you.
Whatever it is, please do not bother to be so kind to find out my whereabout. I no longer exist. Even if I do, I prefer not to disclose as I no longer can differentiate who are my enemies & who are my friends. I trust no one now & I do not wish to trust anyone either.
FYI, the truth came as a hilarious joke to me! I was laughing upside down when I heard of it.
All I want to tell you is that we had severe ties. No longer wish to associate with you anymore.
Enough said.