I am not a big fan of the Superband but I did notice something unique about this group called Soul. Unique name. Unique guys. 

It came to me as a shock that he was found dead in his Toyota Altis outside the National Stadium. His car was parked there since 8am yesterday and puddles of vomit were splattered on the parking lot next to the car. Rumours said that he committed suicide. The police had classified it as unnatural death. Nobody will know the reason of his death until the toxicology report is out.

Such a talented guy! He is not only a singer, but also a dancer and a dancing instructor at Studio Wu. He even taught the Top 20 contestants of Project Superstar 2 their dance routine to their music videos.

He was described as an emotional person. Someone said that he had mood swing easily and became depressed at times. I even heard that the night he died, his MSN had a message, "Goodbye to all of you". I think, if someone had shown him some concern and consolation then, this might not have happened. But again, it's all fated! Life is just so fragile! Don't you think so? You will never know what will happen next. Plus, love is something no one can explain.

Still, it is such a waste. A handsome 26 years old graduate from NTU with a degree in Communication Studies.

I managed to find out his blog address too. http://ishi-2011.livejournal.com/. Let's take a look at one of his postings. 

Whatever it is, I hope you are happy in the other world. Go & find your happiness. After all, what is done cannot be undone. May happiness be with you always.

Some of his friendster's testimonials & comments: -

1. Posted on 28/06/07 @ 4.45am

Dearest ishi,No matter wat are u matter now…i'm sure there will be a way to solve it de… Dun always give up on urself can? No matter wat happen i will always at ur behind support you. jia you!!! Must remeber four long chinese words..Jian Chi Dao Di. Take care. see u again. aniway hope u like e gift i bought for u last wed,hope u will wear. hee..=P Hope to heard from u asap.cheer up =P

2. Posted on 13/06/07 @ 5.21pm

LAOSHI! please be strong. think over it yourself. and dun saddened us! =X i wan to see my happy laoshi lorr. takecare.

3. Posted on 03/04/07 @ 10.14pm

Dearest ishi, Hi hi… u noe u let me and the rest reali so worry abt u when u wrote e blog in livejournal…. say until like very sad.why??? wat happen to u nowa days? can share e problem with us we willing to be ur listener. just say up will feel better.. u must take gd care of urself okie? dun think so much put all ur stress and unhappiness things aside be a happier person i'm sure u can do it.. Gambatte!!! continue jia you n acheive ur goal. i will always be there for u and the rest of e supporter will always support u all e way and never give up de… dun let us disappointed okie? hope to see ur upcoming performances.=P

BTW, I found this on Yahoo. Unable to see the blog on blogspot as it is only for invited guests. 

1. The story of Ah Kun
   … January 04, 2007. Good bye to all. Ishi is officially dead. … Name: Ishi Lau. View my complete profile. Links. Google News. Edit-Me. Edit-Me. Previous Posts …

   ishilau.blogspot.com – 29k – Cached – More pages from this site

Rest in peace! Be happy in the other world. (Though I may not know you at all).

Haiz………. Been days since mum is sick!

Heard her coughing the whole night. Keep waking up & remind her to take her medication.

Decided to stay at home instead of going to work cos no one is at home with her. I am kinda afraid that she will faint. My dad and my sister are working today.

My job today? Make sure that she takes her medication and to make sure that she isn't hungry.

Hope she gets better tomorrow. Cough is hard to cure….  

I may not know who are you but you seems to hate me alot. Oh well, never mind, I can never please the whole world.

Scold me if it makes you feel better. I seriously don't mind. So as long as you are happier… 

Anyway, thanks for the "I HATE PRINCESS WINNILICIOUS" club. You are the chairman! LOLx…… Consider to create a HATE WINNICLIOUS site?

*applauses*

*wink*

anonymous | animal270876@yahoo.com | IP: 116.14.19.222

From JKD's blog.

It's for fun only.

Meaningless……………… 

Farking pissed off! 

You stupid A$$HOLE! Didn't I tell you I want my things via post. I DO NOT WANT TO PICK UP MY THINGS FOR YOU NOR YOUR FRIENDS!

You stupid cheapo farker!

You passed the items to someone who lives near me and expect him to pass to me??????

DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IS BY POST? ARE YOU SO POOR TO SEND MY THINGS BACK BY POST?

Oh well, enough said. I am living without those things!  

Amendment: Daniel does not stay anywhere near me. Why are my things with Daniel? Aren't they with Kessey? Never mind. To be ignored….

I thought Fashion Bar was a place which is pretty high class.

BUT nah…..

I went with Luke and his colleagues, nothing nice about it, Besides the decoration is pretty nice, nothing much.

PEEK-A-BOO!

You cannot see my face but the dress I wore yesterday and I was bra-less. What so big deal??? Duh……………

& proudly present, Mr Luke (forgot his surname…) Errrr………. My relationship with him is kinda complicated. Ask him… Hahah… That was so many years back! At least 12 years ago………. When we were still young….. LOLx…………… Those were the days. Looking back @ it. It was cute. By the way, he is single and available. Any taker?

I am the pot, you are the kettle.

Just in case, you don't know the meaning. Let me explain.

The phrase "Pot calling the kettle black" is an idiom, used to accuse another speaker of hypocrisy, in that the speaker disparages the subject in a way that could equally be applied to him or her. In former times cast iron pots and kettles were quickly blackened from the soot of the fire. If personified into animate objects, the pot would then be hypocritical to insult the kettle's colour.

^{- From Wikipedia.}

 

What is your problem wor?

Am I not entitled to get back what I am supposed to take back? He being the coward does not dare to face me only mah! The guilty person is always like that. I am used to it. LOLx…..

Who is right; who is wrong, god is up there, he will knows……………..

I decided to request my things back from him, especially my Jay Chou. He reminded me that he said he borrowed! So why wouldn't I take the things back????  

Address?

Blk667x Jurong West St 65 #xx-xxx (s) 642xxx

Milo and the son – no need. I managed to get a new set already… Anyway that was for you so no need to take back. Do what you deem fit.

So how are you? Heard you are doing well with Foong Yi. That is good! Happy for you!

Rgds

Winnie

—– Original Message —–

From: "kinsten sim"
To: "Winnie Tan"
Subject: Re: My things
Date: Mon, 25 Jun 2007 09:47:40 +0800

Hi,

 

Please give me your address to send to.

 

Thanks

—– Original Message —–

From: Winnie Tan

To: kinsten@superior-bamboo.com

Sent: Sunday, June 24, 2007 3:59 PM

Subject: My things

Hey,

I told Kessey to check with you if you can return me the VCD and Jay Chou disc via post.

You had yet replied….

Please revert. The other time you said borrow and you will return & please don't expect me to go down and pick up from you or your friends.

Thanks. Kindly revert.

Rgds
Winnie

www.winnilicious.com

 Does it make him sound like a xxxxxx? I don't know and I do not wish to comment. He sends back then take. If not, I have to go round and hurt for a new set.

A$$ hole………… 

Mingle² – Online Dating

Nah… I was not having much Monday Bluez after missing so much at work and cropping myself at home for so long, 60 hours man! GOSH! 

Managed to finish my stuff and did some reviewing of files. Deadline? THIS FRIDAY! I still have 5 pages to go. Should be able to finish I guess…..

Went shopping alone. MNG sales. Bought only a dress cost $110 initially and $79 during sales. Kinda red though but again, red brings me luck! To avoid "small people". LOLX….. You know who am I referring to………

Side track a bit, do you know nowadays, she gave me a terrible sickening look? Besides her waddling like "model" aka duck, she tends to look at me in a way like I HATE YOU look. But seriously, do you think I care? Nah…………….. She wanna be jealous, so be it! I have no say over her jealousy… Duh…………….

I also bought a dress – black from Topshop. Kinda sweet thou…….

Oh yes, I told Audrey about the BCBG dress. She said that it is worth. In that case, I shall try the size and buy this Friday! LOLx………… I really love that dress!

TV time… Chaoz….