我很喜欢这首歌，　但只能找到 KTV version.

Take a look at my gorgeous Ambrose. Alright, I need to clarify this, his Mandarin isn't good. Borned in Hongkong and brought up in some foreign country and back in Taiwan. 

Haiz… How I wish a man will say such things to me….

& I love the song!

I heard of this from Kinsten. He was jailed cos of this. Haiz……….

THE pinkish pill is made for patients who suffer from severe stress or insomnia.

But drug addicts are known to abuse nimetazepam, better known as Erimin 5, so much that it has earned street names such as 'Happy 5' and 'Fruit of Happiness'.

According to pharmacists here, the pill can be addictive and, when taken, will make one feel drowsy and lightheaded.

It is usually used to treat short-term insomnia or depression.

The pill cannot be bought over the counter and buyers must have a doctor's prescription. 

再也不会在KTV唱这首歌，因为你，我真的受伤了。 这首歌只能带来悲伤。 

在你的blog, 我翻翻复复了读了一遍又一遍。 很可惜的是，老天爷选择在你出事后，才让我认识你。 

心里一直很无奈， 变得有一点点的emo。 

真的很想认识你， 只少我可以知道你的心里话。要死的人也不是你啦。 你有大好的前途。你能唱，能跳， 还是一位很好的舞蹈老师。 是我从你的Friendster那看到的。 那你为何要死？ 死真的可以解你心里的那个结吗？

不知道你在另一个世界过的好吗？或许我们很快， 不久后， 就能见面了呢？放开一切， 好好的在那个世界好好的过吧。 祝你开心。 

再见了。 Be happy & take care!

I have been a Sony Ericsson K800i users for almost 9 months. It was a fantastic phone, no doubt. But when they launched the K810i, my 1st question was, "What is the difference?"

To me, K810i is supposed to be an improved version of K800i & at 1st glance, the difference is purely cosmetic. The new K810i feels great in your hands cos it's slimmer and has an unobstrusive camera lens hatch. It also comes with round metal buttons instead of the rectangular rubber ones on the K800i. Does the buttons look ugly? Nah… I don't think so. I think it's cool!

Another thing, Taking pictures with the K810i's 3.2-megapixel camera is also a breeze now.Just turn the phone on its length, slide the hatch open and click away. The BestPic function - which captures 9 images with one click of the shutter button - means that photo-taking is almost idiot-proof. Your hands can shake as much as you want, your subject can move as much as he or she likes, but you are bound to have at least one decent picture from the lot. User-friendly features like the illuminated hot keys for photography (buttons 1, 4, 7,and *) allow you to quickly change the flash and focus settings as well as shoot mode, without having to call up the menu. There is also a new function PhotoFix which is useful to treat underexposed pictures without having to rely on Photoshop. However, it can be a bit too powerful. So if your picture is only mildly underexposed, using PhotoFix may make it too washed-out.

And with the internal 64MB memory, and the support of the Memory Stick Micro, you have plenty of space to save your photos as well as your music.

For music lovers, the Track ID function lets you identify the song title, artist and album information by recording a few seconds of a song through Internet access. Of course, you could just nudge the person next to you and ask if they know the song.And that is about all the new extra features that come with the K810i.

Apart from that, you get the usual range of Sony Ericsson functions.

Oh well, it is a good phone if you do not have one.But if you are holding on to a K800i, there's no real compelling reason to upgrade. And knowing how Sony Ericsson always has a few tricks up its sleeves, I'd suggest you wait for the next big release.

The last one is 1 year and 2 days ago before Ishi’s death. Life is so fragile…… You will never know what will happen next.

Duh….

I am just in one of my emo mood… Mood swing again?!?!

Simply just don't feel good after hearing what happened to Ishi.

Once again, I recited. I do not know him. I do not understand why am I feeling like that for him!

Enough said. It's just the emo me. Sianz…..

P/S: I found another emo person, Linda Tay. Read her blog… Guess we went thru what Ishi went through that is why we are feeling the same…  

Quoted from Ishi's blog again.

走在这下着雨的道路上，你真正在等的是什么？

什么才算是真的拥有？心灵上的？肉体上的？可能都不是这些。。可能你什么都没有拥有过。

凡事只要已尽力，所该说的话都已说完，是否就已足够了？什么才是终点，如果你一直以来都不知道什么是起点。事实上，可能一直以来都不曾有过起点。又哪来的终点？就算有终点，你又怎能知道那里是终点呢？是由天来定，还是由人来定？

Haiz… 做人好累！只为了一个字， “情"。 关它是亲情， 友情或者是爱情。 还是一个字， “情"。 

Taken from Ishi's blog: -

so is life simple or complex?

can a simple person try to be complex? or the other way round, a complex person wanting things simple? is it possible?

a lot of things in life.. seem to be really complex. but it can be simple. then would a complex person be forever unable to make things simple? then wouldn't everyone want to be a simple person instead? but i guess some people are born what they are. some people are just complex, thinking about everything in detail, over analysing, making things complicated. but is it anyone's fault? no. it's nobody's fault. i'm guilty of that also. so many times, i just want things to be simple. but sometimes i just can't do it. maybe i was born complex. and yar, being a scorpio and me believing in horoscopes, i'm complex. but i do wish to be simple. i do wish that things are simple. but somehow, it's not that easy. impossible? i don't know. i do hope not.

let's try to make things simple. shall we?

and to all the people who are able to do that, thank your lucky stars. for it's gift which others wish to have, but perhaps will never be able to attain.

another of my emo post. being in a emo mood as usual. haha… emo ishi.

one of the many to come.

Just don't know why… Maybe that is me ba. I may not know you personally, but I just don't feel good after hearing your news. Let's remember this wonderful handsome cute guy, Ishi. Rest in peace. You will be remembered by all your fans. Be happy in the other world.