想念你的歌 – SAYA
I had a weird dream last night. Happy or sad? I seriously cannot define.
We met up again (in a group, of cos) due to a common friend who came back from the States. (In real life, we do not have common good friends).
What surprised me was we left without footing the bills & leaving the rest of the gang in the restaurant. To? I don't know.
Oh well, dreams are always dreams. They are always distorted, isn't it?
The next scene was the next day. I met up with this friend from States. She reminded me that we had not settled the bill for last night. It came up to be like $52. Then, I realised that I do not have his number. I wasn't able to contact him. BUT, you don't expect me to foot his bill as well too right?
What to do? Cracked my brain & went thru another channel. Contact his friend, K then.
Ending? Luckily, the dream was burst by myself. I woke up for no reason.
Still, the dream caused me to have a heavy heart. I can't describe the feelings in word. But just feel that the heart is rather heavy. HAIZ……. It is already 2 moths plus after the whole issue & I was with him for 2 months only.
So…. when the hell am I going to let it go mentally, physically? Consciously & subconsciously?
Anyway, heard this song from Linda's blog which I find it meaningful.
把这首歌送给你， “想念你的歌”。 好好的过你的生活吧。常常只有一个念头， I MISS YOU. 我的爱情从来没有死掉过。